Alone

WoW!! Its been forever since I've done a post.. Sorry people.. My computer died awhile back so that's why a haven't posted much.. My family left me for the week and I found they left the laptop here, so I thought since I didn't have anything better to do a would do a post...

So ya my family all took a trip down to Ninichik to visit Jo and the Lamberts this week.. So it's just me and Molly.. I'm going on my fourth day now without them and me and Molly are still alive and the house is still in one peace.. Surprising huh? :-) Hmm I just realized its 8:30 pm and all I've eaten for dinner is a small cup of dry oatmeal and a peach.. No wonder my belly's hurting.. Umm ya I need a wife to take care of me... lol That or my mom back..

The last couple days weren't to bad.. I've been able to keep busy after work by going over to Calebs and helping him on his house.. I get a free meal that way too.. lol So it works out good.. But today Caleb and Lisa both had to go to work. So I didn't have anything to do tonight.. I tried to kill some time in town but I couldn't think of any place I needed to go or anything i needed to get... And I knew if I stayed in town i would just spend my money I'm trying to save on something a didn't need.. Depressing huh.. So I just ended up going to safeway and buying fruit and going home..

It was weired coming home with no one there and nothing to do.. I felt so alone and depressed.. I tried to take a nap but the phone would go off every time I was about to fall asleep and would have to go answer it but there was never anyone on the other end.. It was kind of creepy.. So I just ended up laying on the couch unable to sleep just thinking.. That ended up making me feel even more alone and depressed.. The house seemed to just be closing in on me.. About the time the phone rang again so I jumped up and answered it once again.. This time there was some Asian gal on there wanting to do a survey.. But that's all I could make out what she was saying.. I was like mam I'm sorry but I can't understand what your saying.. So she would start all over again.. About the third time of doing that i was like look mam I can't understand you.. She was like okay I'll use simple words then.. I was like okay.. So she starts off talking again and by the fourth word in shes speaking Chinese again.. Sorry but I'm an American and I don't understand simple words in Chinese. I just slowly hung up the phone on her... I was like whatever I've got to get out off this house and do something.. So me and Molly jumped in the car. It was a clear lovely day out so I drive to the dyke.. I had my bible with me so I just sat up there and read while Molly growled at every body walking by.. Bible reading was good but since there wasn't anyone to walk the dyke with it didn't help my mood much.. So I just came home and started writing this..

Hmm I can't think of anything else to say?? I guess I should do the dishes before the family gets back.. Or maybe I should watch a movie?? Or go to bed?? Hmm ya I like the sound of that... I think I'll just go to bed... Hopefully no more Asians call.. LOL nite people